꧁✿🌸╭⊱ Cherry the Queen⊱╮🌸✿꧂

  What is courage? What is strenght? How my days should be spent? What are feelings? What is pain? Am I going to live in shame? Who is creator Who is God Is the reason to live here Love? When to stand, When to move? Will I ever find the Holy Truth? Is this real? Is this fake? Are you gonna eat that cake? No ? Ok, lemme eat that. written 12/2013 🌸 Cherry 🌸

 I saw these broken leaves today, and sun shining through them, and from that this thought/poem or somthing.. came to my mind..  "Broken pieces you so much want to hide,  can become  the most beautiful thing about you, When the Eternal light can finally shine throughout your brokeness, start to heal you, give your broken pieces new destiny, empower your self. And when you are ready, you can open up, share someone who you are, how broken you are , and find connection with people because of yours weaknesses. And you finally see, how universe once tried to break you, those experiences become part of your survival story. broken pieces,  once made u feel ashamed,  will become  the most beautiful thing about you. " 🌸Cherry🌸

  2022 I made a Song about how I have Been released from The shadows of lies into the light. (song is in finnish ) My song: Varjoista valkeuteen  (click to open new window to youtube) I have long history of having different illnesses, being hospitalized due to pain and unable to move several Times in My Life. I also have Been facing inner shadows and lies that cruelty of this world has tried to Make me believe. I have ADHD, and PTSD, Fibromyalgia But Diagnoses are not what defines me. I am defined My by Creator, and I have My inner light shining with his mighty Hand. when writing this Song I was finally on The moment of inner break through and now after year ago I am also in other ways too finally finding The balance in My Life, when I have received several blessings, that no one saw coming. Life Will always Be giving you twists and turns, but I have seen how from The darkest spots of human mind and weakest moments physically, mentally, financially.. there is way t...